{"id":3166,"date":"2022-10-02T17:12:52","date_gmt":"2022-10-02T17:12:52","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/diddeflorrotne.com\/?p=3166"},"modified":"2022-11-17T10:18:51","modified_gmt":"2022-11-17T10:18:51","slug":"vemodets-vulkan","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/diddeflorrotne.com\/index.php\/2022\/10\/02\/vemodets-vulkan\/","title":{"rendered":"Vemodets vulkan"},"content":{"rendered":"\t\t<div data-elementor-type=\"wp-post\" data-elementor-id=\"3166\" class=\"elementor elementor-3166\" data-elementor-settings=\"[]\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-section-wrap\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-top-section elementor-element elementor-element-2f637a2 elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"2f637a2\" data-element_type=\"section\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-100 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-3b09c46f\" data-id=\"3b09c46f\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-3bff55f4 elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"3bff55f4\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t<style>\/*! elementor - v3.5.3 - 28-12-2021 *\/\n.elementor-widget-text-editor.elementor-drop-cap-view-stacked .elementor-drop-cap{background-color:#818a91;color:#fff}.elementor-widget-text-editor.elementor-drop-cap-view-framed .elementor-drop-cap{color:#818a91;border:3px solid;background-color:transparent}.elementor-widget-text-editor:not(.elementor-drop-cap-view-default) .elementor-drop-cap{margin-top:8px}.elementor-widget-text-editor:not(.elementor-drop-cap-view-default) .elementor-drop-cap-letter{width:1em;height:1em}.elementor-widget-text-editor .elementor-drop-cap{float:left;text-align:center;line-height:1;font-size:50px}.elementor-widget-text-editor .elementor-drop-cap-letter{display:inline-block}<\/style>\t\t\t\t<!-- wp:divi\/placeholder \/-->\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-top-section elementor-element elementor-element-cc84e23 elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"cc84e23\" data-element_type=\"section\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-100 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-6516925\" data-id=\"6516925\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-fd4dee5 elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"fd4dee5\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<p>For nylig rejste jeg tilbage til en del af min fortid. N\u00e6rmere bestemt til Edinburgh i Skotland, hvor jeg tilbragte tre \u00e5r fra jeg var 14 \u00e5r til jeg var 17 \u00e5r. Og ud over, at det var en stor oplevelse at vende tilbage til et sted, som jeg ikke har bes\u00f8gt i 24 \u00e5r og tr\u00e6de ind i min ungdoms kulisser, s\u00e5 fik jeg ogs\u00e5 forbindelse til en f\u00f8lelse af vemod.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Hvad er vemod?<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Vemod kommer oprindeligt af det tyske ord \u00b4wemot\u00b4- ve betyder kval eller smerte og mod betyder sind eller sindelag. Vemod er et smertefuldt sindelag eller som jeg m\u00e6rkede det: en stille sorg eller l\u00e6ngsel. Som den udslukte vulkan midt i Edinburgh, med slottet p\u00e5 toppen &#8211; vemodets vulkan &#8211; der ikke l\u00e6ngere er aktiv, men i hvis indre, der ligger et aftryk, en r\u00e6kke minder, en erindring om noget, der var, men som ikke l\u00e6ngere er.\u00a0<\/p>\n<p>I denne by havde jeg en kreds af venner og min f\u00f8rste k\u00e6reste, som jeg sad i biografm\u00f8rket sammen med fredag aftener. Biograferne ligger der endnu: Cameo, Odeon, Filmhuset, men min vennekreds er spredt for alle vinde. Og min skolel\u00e6rer, Peter Snow, der \u00e5bnede en verden af digte og kunst, d\u00f8de af kr\u00e6ft for et par \u00e5r siden. Cafeen, hvor vi m\u00f8dtes og drak te ligger der stadig.\u00a0<\/p>\n<p>Vemod er l\u00e6ngslen efter et tabt paradis. En tid og nogle mennesker, hvis eksistens gjorde livet rigt og lyksaligt. Men som nu er forbi, fordi tiden og livet udsletter det som et sandslot p\u00e5 stranden, som vandet tager med sig.\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><strong>Tre ting vi skal kunne for at leve i denne verden<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>If\u00f8lge digteren Mary Oliver er der tre ting vi skal kunne for at leve i denne verden:<\/p>\n<p><em>To live in this world\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>you must be able<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>to do three things:<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>to love what is mortal;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>to hold it<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>against your bones knowing<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>your own life depends on it;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>and, when the time comes to let it go,<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>to let it go.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>(In Blackwater Woods &#8211; et uddrag)<\/p>\n<p>De tre ting vi if\u00f8lge Mary Oliver m\u00e5 kunne er, at<\/p>\n<ol>\n<li>Elske det d\u00f8delige.<\/li>\n<li>Og holde det helt ind til vores knogler, som om vores liv afhang af det.<\/li>\n<li>Og give slip p\u00e5 det, n\u00e5r tiden er inde.<\/li>\n<\/ol>\n<p>Vemod er smerten over det, som vi bliver n\u00f8dt til at give slip p\u00e5, uanset, hvor h\u00f8jt vi elsker det. Og som vi m\u00e5 leve med l\u00e6ngslen efter, velvidende, at det ikke kommer igen. Men som vi heller ikke ville have v\u00e6ret foruden.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Vemod kan v\u00e6kke nyt liv<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Men m\u00e5ske kan vemodets vulkan af udslukt liv v\u00e6kke et vigtigt sp\u00f8rgsm\u00e5l:<\/p>\n<p>Hvordan kan de h\u00e6ndelser og relationer fra fortiden, som v\u00e6kker vemod, give n\u00e6ring til nyt, rigt liv?<\/p>\n<p>P\u00e5 min rejse tilbage til fortiden blev det klart for mig, at jeg savner en st\u00e6rkere kreds af venner og livsvidner, som dem jeg havde i mine teenage \u00e5r. Og det, at jeg bliver opm\u00e6rksom p\u00e5 den l\u00e6ngsel, st\u00f8tter mig i, at skabe det i mit nuv\u00e6rende liv.\u00a0<\/p>\n<p>Hvad m\u00e6rker du en vemod efter fra din fortid? Og t\u00f8r du forf\u00f8lge den sorgfulde l\u00e6ngsel ind i dit liv nu og give plads til noget nyt?<\/p>\n<p><i>FOTO Didde Flor Rotne, Edinburgh 2022.<\/i><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>For nylig rejste jeg tilbage til en del af min fortid. N\u00e6rmere bestemt til Edinburgh i Skotland, hvor jeg tilbragte tre \u00e5r fra jeg var 14 \u00e5r til jeg var 17 \u00e5r. 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